My posts over the next few months will probably not be very bright or optimistic. I apologize for the departure from what is usually my outlet for expression and positive energy... Instead, I fear that doubt and frustration will consume the majority of what I'm feeling. Fortunately I'll only need to suffer for another 3 months. After that, my path will be clear, one way or another. Until then, my usually bright, sunny exterior will be lined with shadows..