Yeah.. I kinda felt like this after the movie tonight. Like with everything these days, I went into the movie not expecting much.. but I walked out going "ZOMG prosthetic-tailed dolphin will save us all~ :D :D!!!"
Cute movie. And I had a great time with the ladies.

Apparently meeting me is "like finding a lottery ticket in the middle of the desert, and it just happens to be the winning ticket."

Well, meeting you is like an unexpected breath of fresh wind just when I had grown used to breathing the stale air.

Let it be known that I was kicked out of a bar twice tonight for my sobriety, but never before when I was drunk..

Part of me will always mourn the loss of something unique and incredible. I'm so fortunate to have experienced it. And yes, it was worth the hell you put me through. The love we shared was ecstasy; delicious and passionate and completely capturing the entirety of my mind. But now I've moved on.. and so should you.

When will you stop suffering and start living? When will you leave behind the regrets of the past, the excuses, and truly focus your life on something worthwhile?

Talking to you again was amazing, while it lasted. But you haven't changed.. and until you do, you don't deserve to talk to me.

You're capable of so much more. I believe in you. I always have. But this journey must be completed without me. Prove to me that you're ready to change your life by doing it, on your own.. and prove to me that you regret the things you did to me by respecting me enough to leave me alone. Perhaps someday, I'll seek you out again. Perhaps then we can again delight in the rare experience of minds deeply entwined.

"In the end
I will always love you..."

Yes, it does have to be "goodbye." And when you understand that, maybe then it can be "hello" again.

Thanks to Steve for my new nickname.
I am now the "Notorious Vixen" :)

Closure.

Ten months late, perhaps, but still necessary. It's never too late to say sorry. It's never too late to tell people what they've done for you. How much they mean to you.

You may have hurt me, but you'll always be looking out for me. And I'll always care. Always..

Lately I've been finding love from people I would not expect. In addition to everything that the amazing friends I have in my life have done for me, I have also received random acts of kindness from complete strangers, new friends, and even old enemies..

This beautiful article almost brought a tear. Even more so by the fact that it was shared with me by someone capable of such cruelty. Perhaps it's true that cute epic animal stories can melt even the coldest hearts.

The past is not a realm of possibilities. Things happened the way they did because there was no other way they could have happened. No amount of wishing or regretting will ever change that fact.

How I long for a simpler time, before the world grew so cold.

"What was the start of all this?
When did the cogs of fate begin to turn?
Perhaps it is impossible to grasp that answer now,
From deep within the flow of time...

But, for a certainty, back then,
We loved so many, yet hated so much,
We hurt others and were hurt ourselves...
Yet even then, we ran like the wind,
Whilst our laughter echoed,
Under cerulean skies..."